A neurotics life

Can't believe it's been almost four months since I typed anything. No wonder I feel like a tighted up coil waiting to go bump bump bump!!!
Thanks a lot to the school calendar, I know have two weeks to laze around. but I think it would be next to impossible. I would feel really guilty if I don't spend my christmas break studying. I have to be ready for the midterms when I get back to school. The thought of the 2.2 cut off is hanging like anoose over my head.
If I don't pass the cut off, what will my future be like? My evil mother would be laughing her head off for my bad fate. she might even throw a pauper's worth of party. I can't give her the satisfaction of her eldest and least favorite child failing.
My motivation is the digicam I'm asking my tita if I get past this sem.
I have to get a 2.2 average!!!
Lord God help me. I put my fate in your hands.In you all things are possible.

I can't believe i'm addicted with say alonzo of PBB. I don't easily get starstrucked even if I'm a small town girl!!!
It is just that i accidentally discovered that khakiskrt in Pex is say. And I started roaming around Pex, jumping from one thread to another looking for her entries. hehehehe..do i sound like a stalker?
Anyways, a day or two ago, wawaw(my bestest friend) and i were walkin down magsaysay boulevard(w/c is aka mags bar at night). We decided to check out the crash site where 5 (correct me if i'm wrong) teenagers crashed on one fateful night a week ago. I had goosebumps all over. To stand where 3 lives was lost and see the splintered windshield glass plus the avulsed tree trunk, with the visible skid marks on the paved road, it was spine chilling.
It makes you reflect on how you spent your life. did I spend my life wisely? did I live it to the fullest? These teenagers, about my age, lived their last night to the fullest. According to the rumor mill, they were hopping from one bar to another that night. They might have been sooo drunk at 3 am when the incident happened since cases of red horse beer was found at the trunk of their car.
so young...What a waste.
Life is too short.

ahehehehe
yup you read that right!!!i got my belly button pierced yesterday!!
and i'm proud to say i only had crocodiles tears!!!thanks to butch for the navel pierce!!!i looooveee it!!!thanks for dante for getting it done free!!!i love yah all!!!!to jonas, archie and jeckoy for the molar support!!!i love the pirce guys!!i was supposed to get it done together w/ my closest friends but hey lol if it's for free the heck why not? so emma, liz, baloy harharhar ul get ur piercing tomorrow!!!goodluck!!!
it ain't hurt a bit!!surprisingly i have a high pain tolerance..y is that?