A neurotics life

My Ideal Boy

1. Height: taller than me

2. Weight: average

3. Skin colour: not too maputi

4. Horoscope: ok lang basta compatible

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1. Should he cook: not necessarily.

2. Should he be clever: yah and witty

3. Should he be popular: well-liked

4. Should he maintain his room: hmm...if his room is cleaner than mine..type ko siya
---------------------His OR hEr LiFe ----------------

1. Outgoing or stay at home: the best of both worlds

2. Have any siblings: not a requirement

3. Lead a healthy lifestyle: of course

4. Bath once in a week: hahahaha no way!!!once a day dapat

------ fEatUreS ------------------

1. Should he wear spectacles: a bonus.

2. Should he be handsome: lolz..cant resist that
3. Should he have big brown eyes: okidoki
4. Should he have piercings: sa earlobes lang..no other part of the body

------ oVeRaLL ------------------

1. Three qualities: witty,interesting,appealing

2. must-nots: rude,bobo

3. Three should-dos: be sweet,txt me gudnyt,gives me flowers and chocolates and love letters,cheer me up when i'm down

4. Age: doesn't matter. height does.

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1- Do you believe that love is forever? nope..it's just a stae of mind

2- Do you get hurt by people easily? nope.i'm a tough cookie

3- Do you believe that all people are generally good at heart? yes.

4- Can you be anyone you want to be? yezz

5- Do mean people make you sad? yes.

6- Does ice cream make you happy? temporarily

7- Do you sing in the shower? yes

8- Are you sweet? selectively

9- If you see a pretty girl walk down the street, do you smile and tell her she's pretty? no..ano ka hello?
10- Do you notice when people have pretty eyes? yes

11- Have you ever cried at a movie? yes

12- Is it cute when old people are holding hands? yes.

13- Are you a happy person? relatively

14- Do you tend not to worry, even when you know something bad is about to happen? yes.

15- Is it okay to cut off Barbie's hair? if its an expensive barbie no

16- Have you ever laughed so hard your stomach hurt? yes

17- Was it recently? no

18- Are you slightly lazy? super lazy

19- If you have 1000 peos, are you rich? rich for only 12 hrs

20-Do you have a crush: yes.

21-Do you have a Boyfriend: yes

22-If you could go out with anyone in the world, who will it be: good question.

23-When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you first notice: his fashion sense

24-Worst feeling in the world: helplessness

25-Best feeling in the world: acing a test

26-One thing you want to change about yourself: my bangs

27- Craziest/silliest/wierd person that you know: lolz...i move in an eclectic circle

28- Reason why youre still alive: the world needs somebody stupid to cheer the sad people up

My Ideal Boy

1. Height: taller than me

2. Weight: average

3. Skin colour: not too maputi

4. Horoscope: ok lang basta compatible

------ yEs 0r No -----------------

1. Should he cook: not necessarily.

2. Should he be clever: yah and witty

3. Should he be popular: well-liked

4. Should he maintain his room: hmm...if his room is cleaner than mine..type ko siya
---------------------His OR hEr LiFe ----------------

1. Outgoing or stay at home: the best of both worlds

2. Have any siblings: not a requirement

3. Lead a healthy lifestyle: of course

4. Bath once in a week: hahahaha no way!!!once a day dapat

------ fEatUreS ------------------

1. Should he wear spectacles: a bonus.

2. Should he be handsome: lolz..cant resist that
3. Should he have big brown eyes: okidoki
4. Should he have piercings: sa earlobes lang..no other part of the body

------ oVeRaLL ------------------

1. Three qualities: witty,interesting,appealing

2. must-nots: rude,bobo

3. Three should-dos: be sweet,txt me gudnyt,gives me flowers and chocolates and love letters,cheer me up when i'm down

4. Age: doesn't matter. height does.

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1- Do you believe that love is forever? nope..it's just a stae of mind

2- Do you get hurt by people easily? nope.i'm a tough cookie

3- Do you believe that all people are generally good at heart? yes.

4- Can you be anyone you want to be? yezz

5- Do mean people make you sad? yes.

6- Does ice cream make you happy? temporarily

7- Do you sing in the shower? yes

8- Are you sweet? selectively

9- If you see a pretty girl walk down the street, do you smile and tell her she's pretty? no..ano ka hello?
10- Do you notice when people have pretty eyes? yes

11- Have you ever cried at a movie? yes

12- Is it cute when old people are holding hands? yes.

13- Are you a happy person? relatively

14- Do you tend not to worry, even when you know something bad is about to happen? yes.

15- Is it okay to cut off Barbie's hair? if its an expensive barbie no

16- Have you ever laughed so hard your stomach hurt? yes

17- Was it recently? no

18- Are you slightly lazy? super lazy

19- If you have 1000 peos, are you rich? rich for only 12 hrs

20-Do you have a crush: yes.

21-Do you have a Boyfriend: yes

22-If you could go out with anyone in the world, who will it be: good question.

23-When you meet a person of the opposite sex, you first notice: his fashion sense

24-Worst feeling in the world: helplessness

25-Best feeling in the world: acing a test

26-One thing you want to change about yourself: my bangs

27- Craziest/silliest/wierd person that you know: lolz...i move in an eclectic circle

28- Reason why youre still alive: the world needs somebody stupid to cheer the sad people up

She's the one you call when you're bored because she makes you laugh. She's the one you talk to when you're feeling down because she's willing to lend an ear and be a friend. She's not the one you call when you need a date to your company's Christmas party, or to go dancing with on a Saturday night. She's the one you spend time with between girlfriends, before you find "The One". You know, the one who you keep around in the meantime.

She's not one of the guys, not a tomboy, but you don't look at her as a "real" woman, either. She's not bitchy enough, moody enough, or sexy enough to be seen in that light. She's too laid-back, too easily amused by the same things your male buddies are amused by. She's too understanding, too comfortable - she doesn't make you feel nervous or excited the way a "real" woman does. But she's cool, and nice, and funny, and attractive enough that when you're lonely or horny and need intimate female companionship, she'll do just fine. You don't have to wine and dine her because she knows the real you already, and you don't have any facades to keep up, no pretenses to preserve. You're not trying to get anything of substance out of her. She's not easy, but you know that she cares about you and is attracted to you, and that she'll give you the intimacy you need. And you know you don't have to explain yourself or the situation, that she'll be able to cope with the fact that this isn't the beginning of a relationship or that there's any possibility that you have any real romantic feelings for her. It won't bother her that you'll get up in the morning, put on your pants, say goodbye, and go on a date with the woman you've been mooning over for weeks who finally agreed to go out with you. She'll settle for a goodbye hug and a promise to call her and tell her how the date went. She's just so cool... why can't all women be like that?!

But deep down, if you really think about it (which you probably don't because to you, the situation between the two of you isn't important enough to merit any real thought), you know that it's really not fair. You know that although she would never say it, it hurts her to know that despite all her good points and all the fun you two have, you don't think she's good enough to spend any real time with. Sure, it's mostly her fault, because she doesn't have to give in to your needs - she could play the hard-to-get bitch like the rest of them do, if she really wanted to. But you and she both know that she probably couldn't pull it off. Maybe she's too short, or a little overweight, or has a big birthmark on her forehead, or works at Taco Bell (note: to hit closer to home, perhaps at a call center ). Whatever the reason, somehow life has given her a lot of really great qualities but has left out the ones that men want (or think they want) in a woman. So she remains forever the funny friend, the steadfast companion, the secret lover, and you go on searching for your goddess who will somehow be everything you ever wanted in a woman.

You'll joke to her that she should be the best man at your wedding, and she'll laugh and make a joke about a smelly rental tux.

She doesn't captivate you with her beauty, or open doors with her smile. Mainly she blends in with the crowd. She's safe. She doesn't want to be the center of attention and turn the heads of everyone in the room. But she wants to turn someone's head. She wants to be special to someone, too. We all do.

She has feelings. She has a heart. In fact, she probably has a bigger and better heart than any woman you've ever known because she's had a front-row seat to The Mess That Is Your Life, and she likes you anyway. She obviously sees something worthwhile and redeeming in you because although you've given her nothing, absolutely no reason to still be around, she is.

Anyway, yeah. I'm a Meantime Girl. Been one more times than I care to admit. I don't know the reason, really, and at this point I don't even care. I just want to let every guy know who's ever had the good fortune to have a Meantime Girl that we may be a lot of fun, but we cry, too. A lot. And someday we won't be around.

Goth Culture

Terminology:

Weekender/Babybat: These are kids who are going through a phase to fit in with the group, mostly middle and highschoolers. They are seen by the more senior goths as wannabees who have bad make-up and listen to only popular goth bands. Older goths resent this group for giving the Goths a bad image because the young group doesn’t understand the full meaning of the movement.

Ultra Goths: This group has been in the movement for a long time. They have adapted aspects of Gothdom into their lifestyle. Even though they still dress up as a Goth, usually each individual has adapted their image to their own lifestyle. This group tends to have older people, college aged and up.

Mopey Goths : Goths that are extremely angst-ridden. They suffer from being made fun of by those in the movement and the outsiders.

Perky Goths: Some say this term is an oxymoron but such goths do exist. The goths that belong in this group like the music, the scene of gothdom but donít like the ìdoom and gloomî attitude.

Glam goth : Sarcastic term for bands who take their Goth image very seriously. They spend an extensive amount of time on make-up, clothes and other aspects of their image.

THREE NICKNAMES YOU HAVE:
1. g
2. ann
3. ge-ann

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my wits
2. my gifts
3. my style

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT
YOURSELF:
1. neurotic
2. pimples
3. flabs

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND:
1. Why i have a nagging crone who swores by the bible as a mother
2. i don't have enough money
3. why there should be math in school?

THREE THINGS THAT ANNOY YOU:
1. ignorance
2. know it all
3. rudeness

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. the future
2. pregnancy
3. failure

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. lip gloss
2. eyeglasses/contacts
3. cellphone

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. invisible man
2. waiting in vain
3. ang lahat ng bagay ay magkapantay..

THREE PEOPLE YOU SPEND THE MOST TIME
WITH:
1. my familiar
2. emma
3. liza

THREE PEOPLE YOU TEXT ALL THE TIME:
1. my familiar
2. bro.lee
3. emma and liza

THREE THINGS YOU WONT DO:
1. do drugs
2. conform
3. fail to try a new thing

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. reasing books
2. chatting and surfing
3. doodle

THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD
RIGHT NOW:
1. money
2. facial
3. new clothes

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. nursing
2. journalist or writer
3. entrepreneur or party organizer

THREE PLACES YOU'D LIKE TO TAKE YOUR
VACATION:
1. boracay
2. paris
3.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE
YOU DIE:
1. write something real long about my life
2. fill-up my book of shadows
3. take my lola and aunts to a foreign land