A neurotics life

hehehehe...sometimes i think that not goin with my class to boracay is a blessing in disguise...bakit?hehehehe coz the alternative project was a paper on a local artist...and guess kung sino pinili ko?hehehe rastaman himself hehehehe...(sorry sa hehehehe ha!happy lang kasi ako)my friends wonder why i like him...i find him cool,weird...attractive hahahaha contrary to what they think!!!i don't think that just because he dress up different from us mortal would exclude him from my crush list...the weirder it gets the better..hehehe...he is fun to be with...at home ako sa kanya and our topics ranges from mundane to absolutely out of this world..hehhe..beat that...

1. FIRST LETTER OF YOUR NAME??? G
2. B-DATE? april 8,1985(same as my present crush)
3. YOUR BEST FRIEND’S NAME? -->they're twins-emma and liza
4. HOW MANY FRIENDS DO YOU HAVE? -->friendster only a hundred but for real hmmm...more than i care to count
5. WHERE DID YOU GO ON YOUR LAST B-DAY? --> back home to burauen
6. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT U SAW?--> my lola..hahahaha
7. DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND/BOYFRIEND?--> just broke up with him...huhuhu
8. WHAT TYPE OF BOY YOU LIKE?-->somebody who has spunk and a great personality ooohhh plus add goodlooking...at this point in time i'm lookin for artistic ones with dreadlocks
9. MOVIE THAT U LAST WATCHED?--> the seven samurais by akiro kurusawa..it's a classic film made in the early fifties...and man it has subtitles pa!!!!3 hours long!!!
10. ARE YOU A SMOKER?--> duh!no way!i'm not suicidal!
10.FAVORITE ACTOR/ACTRESS[s]?--> ME!!!!
11. FAVORITE COLOR[s]?--> purple!black!red!gothic man!!!!
12. GOLD OR SILVER?--> silver... coz u canget away with it even if its fake and it matches anything without lookin cheap
13. HAIR COlor?--> burgundy?dark bron?i dont know but for the record its not dyed its au naturale!!
14. EYE COLOR?--> dark brown aw chestnut(i wish)
15. YOUR COMPLEXION?-->morena filipinang filipina
16. FAVORITE SINGER IN LOCAL?--> hmm....does rasa moda sing?
17. LOVESONG OR ROCK?--> lovesong
18. CIRCLE OR SQUARE?--> circles....i'm kindda loopy
19. Gothic or Punk--> goth rules
20. LAST 4 DIGITS OF YOUR FONE?--> 1728
21. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? --> when i broke up w/ behbeh
22. WHY DID YOU CRY?--> basta la...amo na iton!!!kulit!!
23. Marilyn or Ozzy--> Marilyn Manson!!!
24. HOBBIES?--> net,d-i-y,my craft....
25. HAVE BAD HOBBIES?--> procrastinating and pigging out
26. HOW MANY GIRLFRIENDS/BOYFRIENDS HAVE YOU HAD?--> 4 including flings
27. FAV. POSITION WHEN YOU ARE SLEEPING?--> all stretched out on my back
28. Guitar or drums!!--> drums!!!the noisier the better
30. HOW DO YOU LAUGH?--> hearty...loud...hahahaha
31. ARE YOU BUSY?--> yah..answering this
32. ARE YOU HAPPY? --> not really...when have i been happy?
33. SINGING OR DANCING?--> dancing..i dont sing
34. ARE YOU A PARTY GOER?--> not really
35. ARE YOU HAPPY ANSWERING THIS QUESTIONS?--> no way

*name?wyrd dancing star(it' my witch name)
*School? up tac
*Location? magsaysay avenue(great view)
*Working? would like to...
*HAvE Y0U EVER.. Wished you were dead?a lot of times...
* Broken somebody's heart? yup ...very recently and i regret it...
*had your heart broken? yup..my first love...a guy i met at camp...was from bacolod
*Lied to get what you want? yah...last resort
*Loved somebody so much you'd do anything for her/him?yes....and i pretty much did everything for him
*Seen a movie star? hmm...no!
*Felt like killing someone? yes...especially when i was just a pledgee
*Lost someone you truly love? yah and its so sad
*Watch romantic shows? yes
*Cry a lot? not really...only tears falling and me hastily wiping it away
*Drink? water only...wholesome ak
*Drive? drive people crazy?always!!!
*Do you drink and drive? dont drink!dont drive!
*Like anyone right now? yah (geez)
*Love anyone right now? dont know if il ever love again...itstoo painful a feeling
*Sleep early at night? yup!beauty sleep!i want to maintain my scleras pristine whiteness

WHAt d0 Y0U..
*feel like doing right now? buying another net card and listen to a bob marley song
*Wish for every time you see a shooting star? hmmm....ialready passed that phase
*Think of during a kissing scene at the movies? i feel disgusted yet curious...i havent been kissed yet
*Want in life? to fall in love,to get rich...thats all thank you
*Hate most about yourself? my being ugly
*Like most about yourself? nothin!

WH0 W0Uld Y0U..
*Marry if you had to marry someone right this moment? hahaha....my own turpentine high
*Want your ex to end up with? somebody who could give him the love he deserves and the happiness he seeks

WHAt's Y0Ur..
*Favourite colour? black,red,purple
*Favourite cocktail? lolz...alpine w/ milo!!!or vanilla ice cream w/coke
*Favourite number? 7
*Favourite place to chill out? apo tambayan
*Ideal date like? a walk under the full moon ha magsaysay holding hands and just laughing our heads off

[Spell your first name back wards]:
eladrareg
[The story behind your email add]:
i just squeezed in my my first name
[Where do you live?]:
on good days ha v&g...when i'm sad sa lolita...when i am depressed ha burauen when i want to hide fromthe world ha palo
[3 words that sum you up]:
gutsy,loud and creative
[Wallet]:
blue
[Hairbrush]:
round brush [Jewellery you wear daily]:
depends with what I wear that day..but my ring
never leaves my finger and I can’t go out without
earrings..i feel naked without earrings even if
it’s a stud lang or my heartz earringz and
chandelier earringz!!
[Pillow cover]:
plain white
[Shoes]:
flip flops and wedgies
[CD in stereo right now]:
dont have a stereo
[What you are wearing now]:
flare pants and a pink baby tee
[Hair]:
burgundy long and wavy
[In my mouth]:
chocolate ice cream
[In my head]:
guilt over my recent break up
[Eating]:
words
[Some of your favorite movie:]
10 things i hate about u
[Something you're looking forward to:]
falling in love again
[The last thing you ate?]
chocolate ice cream
[Something that you are deathly afraid of?]:
commitments...relationships and death
[Do you like candles]:
uhuh...i use them for rituals and meditations
[Do you believe in a thing called love]:
lolz...who are u kiddin
[Do you believe in soul mates]:
yah
[Do you believe in love at first sight]:
its all in the mind
[Do you believe in forgiveness]:
of course...
[If you could have any animal for a pet]:
a fish
[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating]
nowhere
[What are some of your favorite pig out foods?]:
chocolates and french fries
[What's something you wish you could understand
better?]:
math and guys
[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long
time?]:
labs
LAST Times
[Cried:]
feb.27...
[Gotten sick:]
2 days ago when i had my period
[Sang:]
waitin in vain...
[Eaten:]
30 mins ago
[Felt stupid:]
when i broke up w/ behbeh
[Hugged someone:]
him!!!!
[Wanted to tell someone you loved them]:
i dont know...
[Met sum1 new]:
yesterday...cute!!!
[Talked to an ex]:
wala pa
[Talked to someone you have a crush on]:
last monday
[Fought with your parents:]
just last week
[Dreamed about someone you can't be with:]
last wek too
[Are you center of attention or the wallflower:]
center of attention
[What type of automobile do you drive]:
pedicab
[Do you attend church:]
yes!
[Do you like being around people:]
yes
[Who have you known the longest:]
my two bestfriends
[who do you argue the most with:]
my alter ego
[Who do you always get along with:]
lots
[Who has the coolest siblings?]
nobody
[Who is your hero?]
darna

BASTA LA

cursing feels great

ok...
i did a naughty thing on monday...i hang out with my crush from midnight to sunrise...i know whats on your mind...no we didnt do it and no we didnt even kiss...if u still dont know im afraid of kissing...dont know why but its my ultimate fear
ok so here goes... we just talked..his voice i dont know..the topics...i dont know...he is like a breathe of fresh air..just the exact dose of r&r i need from my hectic schedule...

i think im going to repeat econ 11 again next sem...
i studied hard for my past 3 exams but i failed them all...i dont know what went wrong...maybe i studied the wrong things..damn this memory ...ang hina talaga ng utak ko...maybe i got it from my bolinao relatives or maybe from inhaling too much smog in this polluted city....or maybe this is the effect of that damn fountain in BL...grabe...i dont want to repeat a subject AGAIN!!!mamumulaklak na namn ang grades ko nito!!!

hmmm...i'm currently feeling very antsy...
my hands are yearning to do something...
well...here goes..
my photo essay about my boredom and mastery in dramatics..
i do need a lil practice and loads of make up to spice up this spread...
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Gloria went up to me the other saying..."Maupay na Kulop!" nakzzzzz.....
touched me...i completely forgot that i was sent on an errand to tell the nurse that my lola is already black and blue and gasping for air...
waaaa....kaya ayun...my lola is in the ICU right now...
it can't be possibly my fault...the excitement in the air must have triggered the rise of my lolas BP..or it could be the catfight that happened earlier between my aunts...
When i saw my lolas lips turn gray and her solar plexus quiver, I CRIED.. i really did..then and there i realized that after all the illusions i created for myself i'm just human..that i too do cry like everyone else...
LIFE!

yup u definitely heard me right...
from bio to management im now shiftin to nursin
i said to myself that iwill not follow whats IN in society but lookee here i am...
i am dedicating this page to all u bio gurls for makin my life a bed of roses(uhmm thorns included)
all the fun times i had it with u and i will forever associate the images of manong oble and the words isko and iska( aw iska la) to u bunch of gorgeous gulrs..love yah..
and i will surely miss yah all..
huhuhuhu
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