A neurotics life

If you are from Tacloban, you must probably know where Tony's Mami is. It's this small pipitsugin eating place situated at Rovic Bldg, Zamora Street, just directly in front of Cindy's.
UP students usually likes to eat at this place. They favor this place because of its cheap siomai which you can buy for only 6Php.
We ate there yesterday-Ema,Liza, Bien and I. Ema and I both had mami.
When we woke up this morning we both had the stomach flu. Lucky for her she just finished college, while I on the other hand is having summer classes!Yes!So i have no other recourse but to force myslef from bed and head for school.
Unfortunatley, school was a big fiasco!I was having a bad headache, my tummy was in a rollercoaster and to top it all off I was sleepy and for chrissakes, I sit at the front row.So i gobbled a paracetamol and drank coffee during the lecture.
I'm allergic caffeine but that was the only option i saw for keeping my eyes open. SO there i was, my heart doing jumping jacks..drowsy..and nauseated.
I have a secret to tell...shhh..
I committed my most embarassing act today!!!I puked!YEs you heard(or read in this case) it right. I know it is perfectly normal but not when you're riding a motorcycle on a busy street during rush hour!!!AAArrgghhh!!!!!
erase!erase!erase!

F I R S TS

First best friend: Jenny
First pets: hmmm..i dunno a parrot i think
First piercing/tattoo: Ears

L A S T S

Last car ride: Two days ago when i hitched a ride
Last good cry: I don't remember
Last thing to make you laugh: My friends Eglish BF
Last beverage drank: Water
Last food consumed: wafer sticks
Last phone call: from anthony
Last time showered: last night
Last shoes worn: My school shoes
Last item bought: wafersticks
Last annoyance: the diapers of my neighbors which the dog dragged to our front gate
Last time wanting to die(or thought about death): hmm...when i was anticipating failing to make the cut off-

S P E C I F I C S

What kind of shampoo do you use? : Sunsilk

What are you most scared of ?: sparks..electrical sparks..steel sparks..sparks..sparks...
What are you listening to right now?: the broomstick scrathing the cement
Where do you want to get married?: in a garden overlooking the ocean
Where do you want to live?: in a bahay kubo
How many buddies are online right now?: one but she left

F A V O R I T E S

Color: purple and black and pink would be the runner ups
Food: Spicey food!!!
Boy name: Juan
Girl name: Maria
Subjects in school: RLE
Abbreviation: OMG!
Animals: fishes
Sports: skimboarding, soccer

H A V E Y O U E V E R

Given anyone a bath?: yup..
Bungee jumped?: No
Skinny dipped: Nope
Ever been in love?: yah
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yup
Been rejected?: a lot of times
Rejected someone?: Yeaah...
Done something you regret?: yes


L A S T P E R S O N

You touched: my aunt
Hugged: my aunt
You IMed: emma
IMed you: tatagirl
called you: anthony
You called: tita aline
Bought you flowers: nobody

W H O D O Y O U W A N N A

Kill: all the roaches in the world
Slap: pledgees heheheheh

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

Coke or Pepsi: coke
Flowers or candy: flowers
Tall or Short: taller than me

R A N D O M

When i wake up the first thing i think: gotta go to the loo
All I need is: contacts!!!
Love is: when you obsessively text someone
Last person you danced with: Myself lol..
How many kids do you want to have?: 1

D O Y O U E V E R

Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: when i was in elem.
Wish you were younger: nope id rather maintain my age ryt now .... forever

N U M B E R

Of times I have had my heart broken: once?
Of hearts I have broken: Lotsss...(i wish)
Of best friends: 4+15
Of scars on body: 2 major ones...

Yes my bestfriends, the Twins, has left me.
Me best bud liza is leaving me too.
They have just had their graduation rites yesterday. I should have been one of them. I should have worn the saklay. I should have worn a white dress designed by me. I should have been one of the rowdy graduate.But sadly I'm not.
In the middle of my course hopping in UP, my aunts decided that I transfer to another school. It seemed to me, the best thing, especially when my lola was almost at deaths door. It still is the best thing. In my new school I have learned salient study habits. But taking up nursing has made my future certain. That I am, eventually, in the long run, be a doctor. That is my dream. That is my aunts dream. That is the main purpose why I took up Biology and nursing.
And amidst this all, I fear that...what if I don't become a doctor? I'll settle being a nurse then. But what if I'm not contented with being a nurse? Being a nurse is tooo routine and I am a girl who easily gets bored. What placates me is the thought of going abroad. Perhaps heading to London where Liza is going to be based a few days from now.It makes me happy to know that someday I"ll be joining the Filipino diaspora and earning dollars. But I'll be back. Because there is no place like home.
Emma and Liza are asking me where will the path of life take them in the real world. Soon they will be part of the blue collared who works the 8-5 shift. They might also opt to work in call centers. I envy them. They will be living a life of their own and spending money they make.
Now, I'm going to be all alone in this small town.
I've got the boys. But girlfriends are always the best.

I have suffered three long and agonizing semesters of oppression in her class. Let's call her Ms.T. T for terrifying, terrible and as she often call herself a terrorist. I just received my midterms result for Rizal yesterday and as usual the test consisted of essays.
I have always prided myself for articulately plotting out and delivering my rebuttals but for Ms.T's class I always get low grades for essys. This is au contraire to my other teachers who would always give me high credits for essay questions. I feel this is unfair especially when I see my other classmates acing the exam eventhough their grammar sucks and their defences sinks.
Rationalizing things, I told myself that maybe it's because I can't stop myelf from using highly technical words and I usually would notice that she would underline these words in red ink and deem them inappropriate. Inappropriate or is it that she can't understand them?
My teacher for Theology last sem. who was a nun said that probably nurisng is not my line of vocation. That instead I would have aimed and strived to be a writer. I would love that but I love making accessories better and satisfying my kikay side. The muses beckons me.
And it sadens me why Ms. T refuses to see the penchant and talent I've got. I've already crid infront of her on my first year. I begged her to explain to me her reasons for giving me a low grade when I topped her exams. She said I have a zero in recitation. That is absurd! I would have loved to cuss in front of her to yell at her and condemn her. But I did not! ME with my idle hands who can't keep from reciting got a zero in recitation!Hogwash!

I've got my cavities filled up and hopefully drive away future toothaches. i don't know why I kept postponing getting it fixed. Now I fear growing old w/ just dentures to suppert my facial features. what would I look like then? My thick lips might help though but It'll still get ugly.
Probably today's dental job was my embarassing moment. The guy who was suctioning my saliva was my high school crush!Horrors of horrors!
How gross can you get? He got to see my cavities and smelled my reeking breath!